keep falling...

*sigh*...

that's the appropriate feeling to start this post. ian have been falling so often. last week he fell of after he trips on his toy and get a big bungalow on his head. lucky that after apply ice for few times, the swell goes off. just waiting for the mark to goes off. glad that it is going off very soon and there he fell on the same spot again yesterday. this time there is no toys around. he just run and fell down. so heartache looking at him. of course mama lecture him because she is so heartache. he did not cry much after his fall but he cried badly when mama lecture him. *sign* again...

mama tried the same method. apply ice for few times. notice that the swell goes off but don't know is it due to hurting the same spot, it bruise is a bit bad compare to the previous one. tried massage a bit on the bruise while applying ice. hope it will help.

besides that he also fell down 1 more time yesterday. this mama did not witness it. just heard a sound of knock and saw ian lying down flat on the floor facing up. guess must be due to while he try to climb onto his car seat that is place on the cushion. really can't tell where he knock. again he did not really cry. so just massage the back of his head for a while and apply some ice randomly.

today, he fell again. mama witness it. *sigh* again... he fall while he try to get down after climbing up the chair. saw how he landed (side) but can't really spot where he gets hurt. just massage and apply some ice.

why, ian why? why do you always keep falling? do you know that how much papa and mama worry about you? we can't always lock you up to avoid you from falling. lately, ian's activity will be climbing up and down. but then without that, he can also fall while running or just walking. big *sign*... really pray hard that no major or internal injuries on him. hopefully whatever we see and that's it...