night night...

yesterday night i planned to do some reading after ian sleep (work reading material). lately ian's sleeping pattern is changing. sometimes it really takes him long to fall asleep. we are still trying hard to adjust his sleeping pattern. more to trying to catch a correct pattern that will benefit all.

while waiting for him to sleep - put him to bed while i sit beside him. i close my eyes to rest. suddenly i was awaken. guess what happen? he try to put his pacifier (we called it tutu in his language...) to my mouth. papa can't help laughing. wonder what is he trying to do.

i ended up fall asleep before him. hai.. i have changed to be like this lately. what happen? too tired? papa did a better job nowadays. he put ian to sleep most of the time. is it that i knew someone can do better so i turn to be like this or i really feel tired? good question. but i can't answer...