what a great decision...

mama's great decision making! what an expensive lesson/error/experience. why expensive? because is priceless. you can't turn back the clock, you can buy it back. although you can actually replace it in a way but it will definitely no way to be the same.

the story started from saturday morning...

went out in the morning. went to kl to submit seh ku's wind screen insurance claim form. since is on the way to mid valley, papa decided to do a quick shop for ian's food before we go home for ian's lunch feed. the vegetable doesn't really look good. as usual, mama choose and choose but eventually found that there is worm in it. by the time when wanted to change for another pack, there aren't much left. whatever left are really those bad ones. so, mama decided not to buy.

papa say we go out at night. so, shall drop by carrefour and mama will get in to do a quick buy. we went to sunway pyramid. feed ian there while papa having mcd for dinner. mama on vegetarian. bought 2 pants with pocket for ian (plan to put fu with him when he sleeps during our trip in singapore for protection - chinese 7th month).

then we left. suppose to drop by carrefour where i will get in to do a quick buy for the vegetable. but since is raining, papa decided to park the car and he will go in with ian as well. since is a quick one, so we did not put ian to stroller. i know well that papa is clumsy in carrying ian. if i where to get him to carry ian's pillow a long (a small pillow poh poh made for ian where we put fu in it), chances for him to drop and dirty the pillow is high. so, i took out the fu and put it in ian's pants' pocket and remind papa to be careful as the fu is in the pocket.

we bought the vegetable and left to subang parade. papa wants to get some food for tomorrow lunch from cold storage. after that we go home. ian fall asleep on the way home. we just let him sleep as i had tried my best to keep him awake yet he still wants to sleep. when i carry him out from the car, i check and found that the fu is missing from his pocket! we don't even know when it drops!

look at the great decision that mama had made that eventually lost ian's fu. take so long to choose the vegetable but ended up chose one with worm. then chose not to buy and buy later at night. don't want to put ian at stroller - no need to take in and out, so carry ian. don't want papa to drop and dirty ian's pillow, so put the fu at ian's pocket. it all doesn't judge or weight the consequences and important. especially the pillow and the fu in the pocket. like i would rather drop the fu than to dirty the pillow. even great as i put all the fu together. so, once it drops it drops all.

although we can actually replace the fu but is no longer the same. they have been with ian all the while and now is gone. i just can't forgive myself for doing such silly and foolish decision. really, really, really... got to learn and learn and learn... to weight the consequences and important.